am i back?, i'm back.., or am i?

should i..shouldn't i should i, if you think of it, i haven't been gone.. or was i.
sneaking around for a couple of secs every once in a while(*cough*month*cough*) checking here and there(creepy isn't?).. and probably everywhere (blogsphere), sneaking in the shadows checking on everyone, care i?, caren't i?(<--made up word)..

should i revamp the blog?, should i stop supressing myself and blast away my fears, joys and miseries, concerns even.

is my blogging style changed lately?, is it?, i noticed.. have you?

short sentences usually meaningless (madri..)

i just know that i delved myself in a so damn addictive game that shall be nameless for the time being that i haven't even mentioned it to anyone yet, 8 months(?) pro gaming for countless hours that driven me away from my surroundings, my lifestyle (alla wellifestyle 3ad..), even my closest of friends i don't socialize as much with them anymore, poor IM people on my list i'm like a mere parked name on theirs for the time being, i feel bad about you guys, i don't spend as much time on that desktop computer which holds my IM and webbrowser anymore, gaming box mashing on the keyboard whirling my mouse around that seems to be my hobby nowadays.


should i..



P.S: thanks to all of you who wished me a happy birthday even months and months past the post date, every comment i checked in the mail put a smile on my face for the rest of the day..