bad memory, the consequence

if you use firefox and you're trying to comment in a blogger blog's popup comment window, watch out when you try to copy a person's name.., you click on it by mistake and it goes to their god forsaken profile page and you can't go back no matter what you try to do (alt+left arrow/backspace, mako faida, probably a security design thing), happened to me just a while ago and it devastated me cause i couldn't remember what i exactly said and i wrote one of them long personal specialty comments, i almost gave up on it but i tried to rewrite as i remember what i was trying to say,
it's not just that, the short term memory thing, it's a complete package, i have a problem remembering stuff in general most the time and i hate it, it drives me crazy and i get frustrated over a pesky task or thing, trying to trace back what i was just doing if i ever get distracted by something else for example, and trying to remember what i said the other day while having a talk with someone for another.

that's what happens when you train yourself to forget negative things of the past and try to move on, that's what i had myself get used to, living my adult life, forgive and forget..

cause and effect..

blanked mind, it's a relief for the big issues, but a total frustrating annoyance for yours truly's daily life..